Good grief… more anxiousness.
It’s finally hitting me.
Reality.
Three wednesdays.
Gone from youth group forever.
It’s not even that I enjoy the programs, productions, or activities that much. I’m not sure it’s ever been about that for me. I never (well almost never) threw dodgeballs on Gym Night or went on outings because I enjoyed the activity.
I just love the relationships that God gives me with people.
I really mean that.
I think God has gifted me extremely heavily in close discipling situations, aka one-on-one, let’s just hang out and talk… live life together. Just like Jesus did… He said “come and follow me” or merely hang out with me and see what you may.
I guess what I’m really anxious about is losing those relationships that have grown me in my relational skills and my relationship with Christ in 3 weeks. I KNOW that there will be new ones. But it just won’t be the same. It will be better. You know why? Because God is faithful to fulfill his plans to prosper us for HIS will.
I’m excited. About college. About new relationships. About life.
What are you anxiously excited about?
